A Poem for Those Still Here, by Rabbi Scott Hausman-Weiss
12/24/2020 06:52:27 AM
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There are no acceptable casualties
Not as far as God is concerned.
There is no body count that will ever be OK.
In God’s place, you are the most important you that is.
The interrupted arc of any soul is not part of a greater plan
And no poetry or eulogy or elegy will suffice.
For God weeps when we, you, are in exile
From ourselves and God’s desire for life.
God we say, chafetz chaim, desires life
And all its glory, for this alone we are here.
To inspire we humans to choose life that we may live
This is the wildest call of all.
We are but long burning matches reaching for the wick
To shine brightly and with grace, wherever we happen to be.
To be partners, not servants, to the Divine, is why we are here
For God learned early on that God could not do it alone.
There is no one who matters not
No one whose journey isn’t blessed
No one whose question can be ignored
Because of how she has asked before.
Every life lost because his life “didn’t matter” to someone
Is a travesty of creation and the primordial light billions of years old
When even the smallest particle arrives after 14 billion years and cannot find one of us who should have been here to receive it
The angels cry and the firmament groans.
I do not know the answers for the forlorn
I do not know how to mend the most fractured hearts
Except to say that you do not have to be OK until you are OK
There is no remedy that can rewrite the past.
There is just we, our innately divine and human wiring
That electrifies our souls, and awakens us to what might yet be possible.
Stay plugged in, even as you feel depleted
Stay connected even as you are frayed
Stay in touch, even when your skin smarts from the pain
For your life still matters and carries within it the grandest of possibilities.
Even as God weeps for the lost, God sits in shiva with you
Keeping in sight what is still yet unwritten by your hand.